I realized tonight that I posted under the wrong category! Oops! But I would like to just touch on a few things. I don't think my feelings are ones of insanity, unless I quoted that myself and just overlooked it. (Which has definitely happened on occasion
) I think it's part of human nature and the human grieving process, especially when that loved one is still here. God, Jah, Allah, whomever, blesses people for that, but the pain and suffering we see endured by our loved ones, as you very well know isn't the comfort alone that most of us need.
I would also like to point out the fact that I know there was no mal-intent, as I can tell you are an amazing person with incredible insight, but never once did I mention drugs or alcohol use as a resort for myself. While some people may come to that, I was simply stating that sometimes, on really hard days, the notion of never waking from sleep could possibly seem comforting.
I hope that you do not take this rebuttal as any sign of disrespect because I have learned so much from you from this forum. I just don't want to, for my own sake to come across like an insane drug user. (Yes, I 120% know that is NOT what you meant by it!)
Thank you, Jim, for your kind advice and I look forward to more in the future.