We got Jeff's scan results yesterday and the cancer is popping up everywhere in his abdominal area. We haven't made treatment/hospice decisions yet. I think Jeff is done with any treatments that would require him to go to the hospital or make him feel even more sick.
I am numb right now and cried all I could yesterday. I woke up today with determination, but then talked to Jeff and he said that treatment is most likely not the route that he will take.
When I asked the oncologist how long she thought given the information and her experience she thought about 2 months. It is just so hard to type now. I can't imagine not being able to lay in bed with him, fight with him, touch him, travel with him. All the things we should have are slipping away.
Thanks for reading.
Husband diagnosed 08/05 age 28; Stage IV colon cancer; reoccurence & surgery 06/07;reoccurence 03/08;enter hospice 04/08; passed away February 4, 2009.